Hard to Admit

Well I went to the doctor last Thursday for the first time since high school physicals. The reason is something hard for me to admit. Don't know why. I guess I figured it was something that could always be worked out or it was something I didn't feel existed. The motivation for me going to the doctor is something I do not wish to discuss at this time. My problem is my lack of control over my emotions. More frequently than not I tend to feel depressed, anxiety, or just extremely pissed at everything (doesn't matter who or what it is). I have spent days in these moods and then came out of them like nothing was wrong. I have recently discovered that this is something I have been experiencing for years now. Unfortunately those I love have been on the bad end of this which I feel horrible about. The doctor has prescribed medicine that I will begin taking once I get the okay on my blood work. They were supposed to call today but didn't. Hopefully soon so I can try to get my life under control.